My life has lots of chapters...i have few regrets, and those are the times when i never tried...i dont know why , out of laziness , procrastination or just not taking it seriously. i know that i have this tendency of being overconfident...
NTSE, XII boardS , Medical enterance , even part of Medical school too..i never tried my best and the fact that i know it hurts.
And then i have had times when i knew i did my best- X Boards, Rohtak enterance , Step 1 may be 1ST prof physio too...God has been kind...i got 2nd chances.
I have never been too gud at retaining success , have this thing of not giving it due when it comes.
So why i am taking MLE--ppl have different reasons , and mine are bizzare.
1. i like the whole concept of exam and what we learn out of it...its not useless information its what i m going to do with rest of my life
2. I luv this adrenaline rush- setting a target, preparing for it. giving it all you have , working against all odds...somehow it makes me feel alive, even after tiring days work. And the fact that it is a fair exam , i believe in it.
3. This is such last exam of my life...ya in a sense, for all those times when i didnt try , its the only chance i have to walk over that past...no kaash to be in my life after it. I Dont know what will happen in future, all depends on gods grace.
But all i want is a feeling that i did my best...when i come out of the examination hall, i should know in my heart there is nothing else i would have done in any different way.
4. With this exam ..i somehow discover myself..this the only thing i am passionate about.. i test my patience , passion and perseverance

This means more to me than just a step to residency.